Old problems, old pain, old despair...
New faith and hope...


As you know (if you read previous journal) my father had the pancreas cancer. All my family was in shock when we heard diagnosis.
We've supported him and fought with his illness for half of year.
My father died three weeks ago.
His death was the worst thing which happened in my life.
I've never felt like now... depressed, despairing, embittered... lonely...


Most of you probably ask: why she's back on DeviantArt? Answer is very simple - because I need to do something... to forget about sad reality for a some time. Drawing is for me a part of therapy.
Showing emotions, which I keep in my heart, make that I can slowly come to terms with my dad's death.


That's all for now.

Sorry for all grammar mistakes...

~Ukiyo